Suicide? Murder?

I am caught between wanting to? kill myself or kill the people who developed MySQL... well, and PHP too.

Those guys.

Yeah, you know who you are.

The last time I felt like this, I cheerfully decided that I would take a class, buy some books, and engage in the learning process.? I took the class.? I read the books.? I was never able to really learn.

I don't understand these programs.

Now after a year off, I have a bruise on my forehead from banging my head on the MySQL wall all day.

Sigh.

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